| left for church this morning at 8 & didn't get home until like 4:15. it was long but def worth it. another amazing, challenging message from mark. its awesome b/c not only does God give him the gift to speak but he REALLY lives out what he speaks which def challenges me even more. pastor johnny had a good message today too. (so many times when others sin against us or just sin, we say "God, judge them now!" but then when WE sin we say "oh God, please be patient, give me another chance" & he always does! what's up with that!? i take my relationship w/ Jesus for granted way too often. i need to just get real & stop playing around, flirting with sin & focusing on myself. but u know what, screw words, they dont mean anything without the lifestyle. sooooooooo excited for NYGO. less than a week. already have some ideas for my bible study which im excited about too. so dee & b, whatd u think of that song "Potter's Hand"?
"Take me, Mold me, use me, fill me I give my life to the Potter's hand Call me, guide me, lead me, walk beside me I give my life to the Potter's hand"
the thing w/ that song is, i can sing it & it's a pretty song & all that. but unless i have the faith of a child, the faith that you trust someone with your life, i shouldn't even be singing it at all. same w/ "heart of worship"-worship is so much more than a pretty song & feelings, it's about GOD. hmmm...

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